I prefer the one I love to have a better life…. without me, after analyzing everything.

I began to understand more about my abilities and drives to do the things that I want to set out to do… It cannot be stopped. The drive cannot be halted. An unexplainable drive that propels against all fear and the unknown. It is like a default already set. It is even stronger than the fear of being alone. And it keeps getting stronger. That is what I will set out to do……

There’s one less thing to trouble me now. And the rest is just to focus on what I should do for the future ahead.

I just thank God for all my friends, and the time I have spent with them. Each one of them is so unique and cute. All have their special ways. I do hope God will watch over them and guide them and bless them all…It will all be cherished for a long long time, kept in memories. Taken with me to the furthest corner of the world, one day looking back, I’ll still smile when thinking of them. All of them. None forgotten

Learnt important lessons from Uncle Chris today. Something new I’ve learnt regarding the Holy Spirit. “Why do we have to allow the Holy Spirit to get stronger in us when it is already all strong?” Uncle Chris replied, “Because the Holy Spirit cannot force itself onto anyone, as it is a gentle spirit. Read the Bible and Pray more……… . . .  . . . “

I have to be more proactive and stop being passive about the important things in life.

Even though this year I’ve really been tested on my faith, again and again… I’m learning new things each time, even now, my faith is still being tested, by friends’ questions and thoughts.. Those different and alternative views are definitely good questions, and I will try my best to find those answers and land the verdict once again, upon the throne of faith. Soon.